I'm back / God's Love

Well, It's been a really.. REALLY long time wince I wrote in here. I'll tell you, an insane amount of things have happened since I last wrote, and none of it was good. Now I'm not going to do some huge "preaching" or anything today. I just kind of want to update something on here. It's been a while since I was in the word of God. But lately, things have honestly been miserable. To make it short for that story, I did something really stupid and got myself kicked out of my home. This is the second time in the past couple months, and this time I don't plan on going back. I've been jumping from house to house with friend's aunt's, my Grandma's friends from years back. Well, I'll just say there's flaws everywhere you go. But because of getting kicked out and passed around like a volley ball lately, I guess I'm starting to feel worthless... Unloved, unwanted, and like a burden to everyone around me. Struggling with some major depression issues. Now, right now I'm kind of praying that no one I know well reads this because I hate admitting stuff like that. only reason I am is cause I know for a fact that I am not the only person who struggles with these feelings, and I want to give some hope. I've been stubborn to ask anyone for help, at all. The past while I have been hearing God tell me to come bring my troubles, hurting, and burdens to him. Well I didn't want to, I figured I'm already burdening enough people here. But this morning I finally listened, and was brought to tears. Because I was reminded of God's love for us. He loves us, more than anyone on this planet ever could. He would never abandon us, or turn away. We are the ones that abandon and turn away from him. But his love... His love is sooo great that he sees us as completely pure in his sight, even through all our sins. God looks at the heart, therefore he sees what is truly in our heart. This morning I was reading in Ephesians. And it talks about how special we are to him. And right now, in this time of my life to be reminded that there is someone who really truly does love me, no matter what I do, completely unconditionally.. Really means a lot. It saves me from those evil thoughts from Satan. Something I want everyone reading this to remember is that no matter what happens in life, no matter what you do or where you are. You are really truly loved, completely and unconditionally. He is watching out for you. 

"Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in the heavenly realms with every spiritual blessing in Christ, For he chose us in Him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in his sight. In love he predestined us to be adopted as his sons through Jesus Christ, in accordance with his pleasure and will- to the praise of his glorious grace, which he has freely given us in the One he loves. In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of God's grace that he lavished on us with all wisdom and understanding. Ephesians 1:3-8